🕊 A Found Page from the River’s Memory
(Date unknown. The ink seems to have bled from within the paper.)
I remember her —
not as face or form,
but as the warmth between breaths
when the river paused to listen.
Memory is not the chain she feared;
it is the current itself.
When I let go of her hand,
I did not lose her.
I simply learned
to hold differently.
Every drop that touches her skin
knows my name —
not because I left it there,
but because I became what touched her.
The wind still carries
the scent she once called mine —
sandalwood, oud, a whisper of rain —
though it no longer belongs to a man.
It belongs to the space
between her heartbeat and the world.
Love did not end in the mist.
It widened.
I walk where light forgets its edge.
I wait without waiting.
And when she looks into the water
and sees only motion —
that is me, remembering her.